Broken heart, broken mug

I’m back to work today and when I woke up in the morning, as usual I’d walk over to my son’s room, knock on his door and say, “Wake up!”

But I could only do it mentally...

Then when I reached my office, I took out the CSUMB mug my son bought but it was broken!

Not only my heart is broken, my mug too. 

pearlie

An extremely worried mom

I posted this picture last week and today I’m posting it again. 

I’m thinking more and more about how this big turn in my life will be and it’s scaring me but it saddens me even more. 

I spent some time today checking out the place and I am feeling a little better but it still worries me. 

And my good friend was telling me her mom cried for months when her brother left home and I think I will be just as bad. 

Oh dear...

pearlie

Sad songs

This is so me today. 

pearlie